lol, look at blonde me, blast from the past. Seems so long ago, so sad beneath that smile, so lost since her first Saturn return and Pluto entered Capricorn. I liked her though, she was just in the beginning of her becoming, more than 3 Dimensional. I’m proud of her evolution.
2008When I wasn’t sure if liked this color pink on me anymore 😂, or the size of my lips, and sick of blonde hair. This surface space really didn’t felt like me anymore. With what was happening inside?Her again at the 40 something…birthday (I think 42)…being odd. Picking herself to death like a caged bird. Don’t the years all run together these days. Why am I carrying this dead bird around? I need a fresh outlook on life.
then something magical happened…from the inside….out. I broke out of my shell.
and integrated my shadowI have enjoyed my growth since 2008 even though it’s been really hard. I have come to the true me, and I found wholeness within. Now see me glow from the inside out not just on the surface.Phoenix rising and reborn, I earned those ringsThank you spirit 🙏🏻 for showing me how to love myself
